SPEB Round Robin
Contributing authors:
Ide Cyan, Lady Selinthia, MaulsMate, saphsaq/Erik Böge, Darth Crone, Sith Lady, chemist
Rating:
PG-13 Because it doesn't contain swearing or graphical sex, but the hero
is a person without morals and there is some violence described in detail.
Warning: Some violence and a general lack of morals and ethics.
Disclaimer:
This is a non-profit work of fannish love about a character introduced by
George Lucas. Set and setting of the story as well as the characters
accompanying the hero belong to the authors who collaborated at this roundrobin
Summary:
."Once upon a time there was a boy named Palpatine..." - the
formative years of Darth Sidious.
Acknowledgement:
.First
and foremost thanks to the initiator of this round robin game - Ide Cyan - and
its contributors - Lady Selinthia, MaulsMate, saphsaq/Erik Böge, Darth Crone,
Sith Lady, chemist. But without the encouraging comments and the interest of all
the other regulars at the SPEB this work in progress most likely wouldn't have
been so much fun and so fruitbearing. Thanks to you too.
Feedback to all authors: via saphsaq@lycos.com
Introduction - by saphsaq
A pupil is the mirror of his teacher, echoing the masters skills and flaws down even to tiny personal tics.
Applied to Darth Sidious, the master of Darth Maul and Darth Vader, however, this observation sounds somewhat invalid. Admittedly, Sidious' appearance is intimating and he is pursuing his goals with a single minded determination better called ruthlessness. But this is not performed in the straightforward way of a warrior, it happens without an open light sabre battle, without favoring even a face-to-face encounter with the enemy. He is 'content in hide in the shadows' *).
Maybe he does not indulge in the remote approach when it comes to teaching. But such moments should be rare, shouldn't they? Because the Sith are told not to hesitate to take mature apprentices - those whose existing skills only receive the 'icing' of the dark side. So this assumption doesn't help to answer the question how such different characters like Sidious, and Maul or Vader, yet even Count Dooku, happened to 'bond'.
Most likely a survey of the heritage and background of Darth Sidious could shed some light on the issue by revealing probably hidden talents.
First information can be drawn from discovering the double life this Sith master spent. Despite repeated attempts by George Lucas to deny the connection between Palpatine and Darth Sidious e.g. the remarkable difference of 5 cm in size reported by the character database there is little doubt Palpatine is the public face of Darth Sidious. More, the fact sheet for Palpatine features him like he is the sovereign master of the Sith:
”No one is quite sure how Palpatine was first introduced to the power of the dark side. He is the most powerful practitioner of the Sith ways in modern times. And how? It is said that he studied the ancient ruins on the Sith mausoleum world of Korriban...' *)
However, this interesting piece is signalling also the early end of our survey 'No one is quite sure...'
The end? Certainly not! Not for a group of fans of this enigmatic character, who undertook to write Palpatine's youth and first steps on the dark side. A work (still?) in progress, it was a robin running round at the message board of the Sidious-Palpatine-Estrogen-Brigade for more then a half year.
Its contributors - Ide Cyan, Lady Selinthia, MaulsMate, saphsaq/Erik Böge, Darth Crone, Sith Lady, chemist (in order of appearance) developed the image of a man gifted not only with sensibility for the Force and a deep understanding of the human (and non human) mind, but also with a palpable deficit in his sense for moral and ethical values.
It might be the latter character trait which enabled Darth Sidious to destroy the Republic and wipe out the Jedi as the most powerful Sith master for millennia. But no doubt, the two other traits - sensibility and understanding - are the ones truly admired by his apprentices, Darth Maul and Darth Vader. Both incredible masters of the ways of the Sith, with this man they found one to learn from.
*) Quoted from the Character Database at www.starwars.com
The SPEB Round Robin
Ide Cyan
Once
upon a time on Naboo there lived a young boy named Palpatine, and we know what
he accomplished, and that he grew
old, and died. There lived a boy called Palpatine, but how he became a Dark Lord
of the Sith, we do not know.
It
is dark in the ruins of the Palace tonight. We are sitting around a fire and the
skin on our faces is hot. We have wrapped blankets around our shoulders against
the cold at our backs. We are waiting. We want to know.
Once
upon a time there was a young boy named Palpatine.
So
tonight, O Lady, will you tell us his story?
The
Lady sits with us, destitute of all her powers but the power of recounting
tales. She loosens her cloak, which still has the stains of blood shed a long
time ago. She warms her hands to the fire. We offer her a tumbler of wine. She
drinks from it and seems to look down, into herself, into the past.
"Once upon a time
there was a boy named Palpatine," she begins. "I did not know him as a
child, but I have been told about his youth. Once upon a time there was a boy
named Palpatine, who grew up on Naboo."
We
listen.
And
this is how the boy became a Sith...
Lady Selinthia
The boy, just eleven
years old, watched the game on the sidelines of play. The other boys kicked the
stuffed nerf ball about the large green field, yelling in excitement and
occasional happiness as they scored some intangible victory.
The boy who watched
did not bother to keep the sneer off of his face. He was annoyed by such
mindless antics, finding them very tiresome and stupid. The other children, he
had long ago decided, did not use their brains enough. They were content to roll
about in the dirt like idiots. At times, he would provoke such games amongst the
other boys, subtly, cleverly. Occasionally, it was even a fistfight between
rivals that sprung full from his efforts. He once did it to prove that he was
smarter than they were. That did not take much, and afterwards he simply did it
to silently laugh at them, to know that, aside from their own emotions and
motivations *he* was the one who had caused it. It made him smile at times, not
happily, but cleverly.
The boy, who's name
was Palpatine, had few friends. He did not consent to run with the masses as did
most other children of his age. But he ensured that those friends that he did
make were true and loyal companions. Holding
casual companionship in derision, he knew what true friendship was.
At times, when he lay
alone at night, staring up at the ceiling in the dark, he almost envied those
mindless masses of casual companionship, who engaged in their games so very
easily. At times, he longed to join into their play. But then, when he saw them
the next day, walking near them, perhaps having one speak to him, he realised
all over again the folly of that course. It was not worth it to throw himself
into their masses simply for a few moments of enjoyment. It would become all too
easy to linger with them, and loose himself, his individual identity, within
their group setting, where all boys looked the same. And he knew that he was
meant for far better than that.
Such were his trials.
But he suspected, with
a deep conviction, that life would throw many more trials at him before it was
through.
At he was right.
MaulsMate
...As he grew a bit
older, 16, 17, 18 years of age, he realised that other boys set aside childish
games of play and turned their fancies to more romantic ideas. Some sought the
company of young ladies, while others sought companionship among their own sex.
Palpatine was not immune to these normal, physical stirrings. But, again, he
could do nothing but sneer at his contemporaries. They looked to those who were
fine of form and pretty of face. And always, they would gather in groups to bray
of their conquests, most of them imagined or at the very least, enhanced. And
Palpatine would sit and listen quietly off to the side and smile to himself.
Fools all. He too sought out lovers, but not of the ilk his peers did. Always,
he looked for one of high intellect, of cunning and wit. And Palpatine always
had a gift for seeing peoples thoughts. Therefore, he made no mistakes. He never
loved any of them, but he had to admit he held a quiet respect for all of them.
However, in the end, he always found himself alone. Somehow, he knew he was
above them all. And it was not conceit that made him think this way, it was a
certainty that came from deep within his being. And so he plodded through his
late teens, always searching for his destiny and the path that would lead him
there...
Lady Selinthia
*19 years old this
day,* contemplated the young man.
Though his body was
not yet fully mature, his mind had long ago gained fullness. He did not feel
anything in particular on this, his last year as a teenager. For a long time, he
had felt not young, not old, but ageless. More like an entity apart from all
around him. Age had no real meaning for him.
Still,
he enjoyed the youthful energy that came with his physical state.
Walking along the main
street of Theed under the moonlight, he contemplated the energy that radiated
about him. It seemed to seep from the people, swirl through the air, tease and
tantalise his mind and senses. He'd felt it for most of his life, but of late,
the sense had become more. . .intense. Long ago, he had suspected that this
sense sprung from the Force, from that energy which the Jedi Order employed.
Perhaps he could have been a Jedi himself, once, but he had never been
discovered, never mind early enough to be 'recruited' by the Order.
His feelings upon that
matter were mixed. He coveted the power that the Jedi wielded, but he most
certainly did not agree with the Codes of the Knighthood, the weak teachings of
hypocrites.
He should be returning
to his home, soon, the young man contemplated. Orphaned at a young age, he'd
been left everything by his rather wealthy parents, including their residence in
Theed itself. He had been raised by a distant cousin, but she had been killed
several years ago in one of Naboo's very rare violent incidents. The matter had
never been solved, and Palpatine had been left alone. He didn't mind, never
having been close to his cousin. He did not feel things as other did. Though he
could respect, and grieve when the objects of that feeling passed out of his
life, he did not loose control. He simply accepted what was, what could not be
changed, and moved onwards, not looking back to the past.
Stopping by the
channel, he looked up at the stars. Theed's University, of which he was a
student, began classes quite early in the morning, and he truly did need his
sleep, but something told him that he should wait here, stay a few moments
longer. He had learned to trust those hints as he trusted little else, and so he
continued to look up at the twinkling sky. Moving closer to the river, he sat
down by the edge and, leaning over, ran a hand through the cool water. A splash
on his face cooled him off in the summer warmth, and made him smile in vague
contentment. It was rare that he would sit without thought or worry, and so, for
once, he simply enjoyed it in the manner that those who did not think or worry
often never could. It was the luxury of it that made it so enjoyable.
A quiet rustle behind
him sounded, but Palpatine did not move. A dark shape lowered itself beside him,
and two boots were place in the space between them, along with socks. Two feet
were placed in the water and a contended sigh sounded.
"Hello," the
newcomer said.
Palpatine
frowned. "Hello," he said cautiously.
"It's a good
night to sit by the river," the other man--for it was a man's voice and
form--observed.
"Yes, it
is," Palpatine said. He decided to tolerate the other.
"I am Darth
Gorgeon," said the man. "And you are Palpatine."
Palpatine finally
turned to the man, frowning as he saw that his face was completely covered by an
enveloping black hood, and the rest of his body was cloaked and covered.
"You are
expecting a reaction to your knowing my name?" he asked coolly.
"Of course,"
said the man, sounding amused. "And you gave the right one. No exclamations
of shock, simply cool disdain. Perfect. I have been watching you for many years.
I have been *testing* you for many years. And I have come now to grant you a
choice."
Palpatine was
disturbed. If what this man said was true, then someone had been monitoring him,
and he had never even suspected it. Anger stirred within him, along with
resentment, but he quelled it. His need to understand outweighed it in
importance. As well, the man was a potential danger. He did not want to get in
over his head by sparking any hostilities that he may not be able to live up to.
"What is this
choice?" he asked emotionlessly.
"You're
intelligent, logical. Most would react without thought or foresight. Very good.
And I am dangerous. If you accept my offer, you could someday surpass me, but
for the time being, I would destroy you quickly."
His voice was not that
of a braggart, simply that of a man confirming a fact. Palpatine was annoyed,
but much less so than he would have been had the man been boasting.
"Once more, I
ask, what is your offer?"
"Have
you heard of the Sith?"
saphsaq
”Somewhat."
”Do you find this
somewhat interesting?"
Palpatine has no clue
why this actually straight talking stranger starts to wriggle at this point. The
young man throw a stone in the canal ”No." The silence lasted long
between them. At least Palpatine be forced to speak ”Once upon the time an
outcast of the Jedi Knights should have rally round his person Knights who felt
also uncomfortable with the rules of the Order. It must have been a great
number. They fought the Jedi but lost at the end, bleed to death by struggling
one against the other in useless intrigues." Carefully he avoids to mention
the atrocities he also has been told.
”Do you think the
Sith have possession of the Force?"
”Why not, the were
Jedi at the beginning ... But the Sith are extinct many years ago."
Palpatine finds his patience fading away.
The man next to him
moves his bare feet in the water in amusement. ”Well, not bad at all. For a
look from the outside." He continues with his normal stating tune ”The
*outcast* founded a Order. A countless number knights joined it. The chosen
archenemy was the Order of the Jedi. With time is passing by it becomes clear
the rules of the Sith Order needs revision. So it happened. Since this ancient
times there is a unbroken chain of Sith masters and ... apprentices." Again
with amusement he closes ”That should be enough history for today. We still
alive. And we’re not so distinct from the Jedi, as you suppose."
Palpatine stared mute
at the gloomy speaker. He wouldn’t let out the first word, for it was
obviously what it should be about. A faint voice in his head starts to send
warnings. Remembers him of thoughts regarding the Jedi Order. He has discarded
the idea to join them without regret ... Sith is also a Order devoted to the
Force ...
”Do you think
you’ve possession of the Force?"
Silence. At least a
second time in this negotiation Palpatine be forced to speak ”Yes, Master. May
I become your apprentice?" The faint voice in his head could only mumbled a
last word then he dropped it.
”Perfect again, my
young apprentice. A choice made well thought, but with no unnecessary
emotions." In contrast to this praising words the Sith Master sounds not
really surprised.
”You told me,
you’ve supervised me a long time ... Will there be more tests? May I ask for
your plans concerning me?" Palpatine lowered his voice to the end wavering
between his normal habit of staying calm and the excitement of entering a new
universe.
”No."
Brilliant! His master
seems not to be in a hurry.
”Ah, the rush of the
youth! I´ve missed that a little, you know? As I said: you’re intelligent,
logical, cold blooded, yet be able to control others. Your special forces lift
you out of the masses. But a bit to high for your state, my apprentice. I will
change your point of view ... You’re social skills needs shaping. You’re
student? Fine. What a lot of possibilities to share time with fellows."
Lord Gorgeon sounds sarcastic as he adds ”Yes, my apprentice, there are two
ways. One starts with mental training and ends with the mastering of the
physical world. The other starts on the physical side and ends on the mental. I
set the first one for you. But don’t mind to ask if you wish a change."
”Yes, master."
The dark hooded Lord
took a flat stone and throw it. The stone hits seven times the water surface
before it lands on the opposite bank with a sharp click.
Palpatine loosed his
eyes from the canal and turned the head. The stranger has vanished.
In the clear morning
light, which define all things well, the lean, young man rose. His eyes were of
the dark greys and blues storm clouds often show, the reddish-yellow hair met
dishevelled nearly the shoulders. He has a new target.
Lady Selinthia
Palpatine wandered
back along the streets, wondering where the time went to. It seemed that only
minutes ago it had been the middle of the night, and now the sun is rising. He
wondered if the Sith had manipulated his perceptions in some manner, to
demonstrate his mastery and remind Palpatine to remember who was the more
powerful.
It was quite an
interesting situation, he mused. An opportunity to gain power, to be sure. What
did the future hold in store? And when would Gorgeon contact him again?
For the first time in
a long time, Palpatine felt off balanced and unsure of his place. He was now
apprenticed to a Sith. He didn't need to be told to keep quiet about the entire
affair. Any Jedi would cheerfully slaughter him should they ever hear of the
matter. He wasn't in the habit of speaking his secrets to anyone, however, so it
was not a matter for distress.
So, he was to practice
his social skills, was he? Palpatine smiled slightly as he made his way up a
street filled with the ornate buildings that Theed was famous for all over
Naboo.
He did admit that he
was hardly a social butterfly, but that had never been a matter for concern, as
he'd never wanted to be. Still, he did admit that there were some benefits to
attaining a more public face. He would avoid a great deal of resentment and
resultant suspicion should he become more. . .friendly. He felt resentment
himself at the though, however, of putting his true self away behind one of the
invisible masks that it seemed more everyone in the universe wore. The happy,
polite, pleasant, conforming mask of society. He loathed it and he was being
told to master it.
Still, he could gain
influence through such manners, presenting a face that people weren't afraid to
listen to and confide in. If he were going to wear a mask, after all, he was
going to wear the most convincing.
He took out his key
and unlocked the door, as well as running his palm over the security system. He
waited until the red light signifying recognition and the deactivation of the
security system appeared. Naboo may be without war, but that did not exclude it
from common criminals.
Palpatine walked into
the outer hall, yawning slightly. Classes were going to be hell today with no
rest at all. It was very early, however. Perhaps he could afford two hours or so
of sleep. It was better that nothing.
Darth Crone
And then the odd
things began to happen. Just little ones: After two hours' sleep, he felt
refreshed and revitalised. His concentration on his own abilities and
superiority sometimes faded as he looked at one of his classmates, until he
glimpsed -dimly - the deepest needs and fears of that person. The knowledge
given out in class began to flow into him even more effortlessly, and he could
not stop himself seeking out other sources of knowledge, more rare and arcane.
Uncomfortable with the idea that his new master was helping and controlling him
at such a distance, nevertheless he took it all and learned to use it.
Lady Selinthia
Palpatine sat in his
philosophy class, pondering the matter in the text book before him. It was a
theory upon the basic tenants of darkness and light within the universe.
He disagreed with it
completely, but irritably followed along in any case. It was a means to an end.
One needed good grades, after all, in order to pass the classes and graduate.
The professor, who had
stepped out for several minutes, now came back into the room, observing the
class in it's study, punctured by the occasional low volume chatter. He seemed
pleased over something.
Palpatine, glancing
up, frowned at the intent look upon the man's face. Something was going to
happen, the young man suddenly sensed. Something. . .important.
"It has come to
my attention," the professor spoke suddenly, gathering the attention of his
students as they looked up with vaguely anticipatory expressions, "That we
shall be having a guest speaker later this weeks. A Jedi Knight has agreed to
make a visit to Theed and the University in particular. Our distinguished
visitor will be discussing the Jedi philosophies and way of life. You're
required to attend the session and make notes upon your thoughts of the Jedi
philosophies."
The man sat down,
looking satisfied at the students glanced at each other with interested
expressions. Jedi were barely more than legends, and the opportunity to observe
and perhaps question one was once in a lifetime for most people.
Palpatine felt a
sudden chill of ice run down his spine. It seemed that he was to be tested in an
entirely different manner than any of his schooling generally precipitate. He
must ensure that the Jedi did not discover him.
"And that, as
servants of the Light, is our main duty." The Jedi, a tall, dignified man
was at the end of his lecture. Palpatine had been afraid to attend, and for a
brief moment had even thought of feigning illness, but then felt that this was a
test he must pass. So far, so good.
"Any
questions?" The Jedi had a deep, clear voice and he spoke with an unseen
authority that made the class sit down and pay attention. They had been
listening every word with awe, not even making the background noise that a
classroom full of young people usually made. Palpatine felt outsider. Not that
this was a new feeling, he had felt outsider his entire life, but this was
different. He had to struggle not to laugh. His classmates seemed foolish,
hanging on the Jedi's words like they were uttered by a god. Slowly he raised
his hand.
"Yes?"
"Sir, you said
that an important part of becoming a Jedi is to recognise and defeat the evil
within you. But, if I may, how do you define that evil? You spoke earlier that
giving in to the Dark Side is basically giving in to your baser desires. But
surely that cannot be the whole answer. For is not hunger a baser desire? Or is
starving a desirable Jedi quality?"
The Jedi looked at him
thoughtfully for a long time before answering. Palpatine felt uncomfortable,
feeling that the Jedi was reading his mind.
"Important
part of becoming a Jedi is indeed recognising the evil within. Defining that
evil is not, however, a simple matter, as you yourself noticed. Giving in to
your baser desires does play a big role in it, but it is not all, and that evil
is everyone's personal dark side." He turned his attention to the whole
class. " In time, each one of you will have to face your own dark side. I
hope that the struggle is an easy one and the outcome good. For a Jedi, the
fight, be it physical or mental, can be a matter of life and death. But by
following the Code we can face that evil more easily, knowing that we are not
alone."
Palpatine frowned.
"But does not the Dark Side have a Code as well? And even more binding? For
from your words I have understood that the dark Side is continuously around us,
and how could that be if it was just about baser desires? It wouldn't last five
minutes. Rejecting the Light cannot mean accepting it's description of the Dark,
and therefore the Code of the Dark Side must be stricter than the Jedi
Code..."
Palpatine realised
that he had been thinking aloud and closed his mouth quickly. He could feel
everyone's eyes on him, the eyes of the Jedi in particular were looking at him
curiously.
"You are a
curious one" The Jedi said at last. "But that kind of curiosity can be
dangerous and lead to wrong paths. Be careful where you tread, young man."
Palpatine felt both
panicky and oddly secure at the same time. The Jedi couldn't see his mind! The
realisation made him feel strong and he risked a smile. "Yes, sir."
The Jedi frowned, but
at that moment the bell rang and the class began filing out of the room,
Palpatine among them. Glancing past his shoulder he could see the Jedi standing
still a thoughtful look on his face. Turning around Palpatine couldn't help a
victorious grin. He had done it!
saphsaq
He found himself
cursing in the street. How bloody boring it has been! Never - never ever - he
would do this again! This invitation ... Well, if he thought about a little more
calmly ... Palpatine took a deep breath:
On the floor, after
leaving the class one of his rare friends joined him. ”He, old boy - what a
battle! I never saw you so hot on this cold matter, philosophy. Have you
something at the schedule for tonight? I’ll give a party – you’re
welcome!" Suddenly Palpatine was becoming the centre of a chattering crowd.
All seemed seriously working to convince him not to miss this party.
It must be because of
a moment of completely blindness - no, he has to be honest: Two reasons let him
stood in front of the door of his friend as the night has fallen. At first his
high spirits about the victoriously passed test. The sky’s the limit!! After
this victory the invitation to the party could only be another move in his game.
(Yes, the Jedi Knight weren’t able to read his mind. A Jedi Knight! Even after
this disgusting evening, this bloody bad party, he could feel the new level of
strength he entered with the encounter.) The second reason was the advice of his
new found master to broaden his social skills. According to this he had decided
to wore the mask of the crowd and this means took part of social events.
The party was ...
well, it was predictable ...
He wasn’t the first
nor the last who arrived. A crowd were spread over ten or more rooms (His friend
belongs also to a wealthy family and his parents weren’t at home for some
days.).
Some music. (Only
chart breakers; he needed a while for finding the source of the music and
convinced the dj to play one of his favourites.)
Some to eat. (It seems
every one tried to bring in little tidbit to boast with its rareness.)
Some to drink. (This
was the thing his friend was responsible for and therefore you could drink
‘til you loose your mind. A lot of the folks do so.)
Some drugs. (No, this
wasn’t a event for escaping reality. Only enough for bringing a flavour of
bohemianism to the party.)
Some conversation.
(Relationships, Sports, Teachers,... always swimming at the surface. No one
seems to be interested to dive in a real discussion.)
He roamed the
different sites of the party only to find everywhere the same ordinary. Yes, he
was able to read the mind of the people. But for what? He always detected the
same thoughts, meanings, brains. And - rarely it happened - if there was a
different thought, it doesn’t last long for altering it to the common line. He
could only watch it in disgust the sheer volume of people hindered him to
influence the minds of the people.
At least he found
himself sitting next one of these party queens! Not that he has force it - it
happened. Not that he would pay special attention on female beauty - she was a
living daydream. It lacked her of intelligence and wit, but she was a patient
listener. And she seemed to find a lot of comfort in a conversation (To be
honest: He monologised mostly.) which is not turning round her and her beauty
and how she like the counterpart. (And, another point to be honest: He enjoyed
the amazing gazes of his friend, wanna-be-friends and all the others. Yes, he
just sit and talk with one of the most idolised woman of the party!)
He held the stand for
a long time. Then he gave up. It was too boring! Too enervating!! Even in the
cold wind of the streets he needed a time to clear his mind of this ordinary he
has suffered in the last hours. ”Interesting, isn’t it?" His master! A
look aside showed him the cloaked man. ‘Yea, good question master.’ This
tall an heavy figure radiated enough self-assurance to survive such party
without a trace in its mind. ”You do a very good job today. Go to bed and
sleep well. Didn’t you get another invitation to a party next week?" It
crossed Palpatines mind softly. "Yes, master." He tried to recognise
how his master disappear - the next thing he remembered he was laying naked in
his bed. No idea how he come into his flat nor into his bed. Palpatine decided
to sleep.
Lady Selinthia
He was sitting in
perfect darkness. It was not broken by the slightest spark of light. It was
velvet and smooth and enveloping. Palpatine smiled in the depths of it, holding
up his hands to his face, attempting to see if the dark truly was as pure as it
seemed. He waited for night vision to kick in and pick up on any trace
appearances of light, but there was nothing. Absolutely nothing.
He heard a noise, a
low humming sound, ringing through the dark, and suddenly he was elsewhere. He
didn't question this, in the manner of most dreamers, who, no matter their
feelings in regards to a dream, generally don't question what is happening.
He was standing in a
jungle. It was dark and damp and there were strange glass beads hanging from the
branches, in necklace shapes and crowns. The
beads shone as bright as jewels. Palpatine smiled and touched them. He wanted to
pick some of them, like one would pick flowers, but somehow knew that he
mustn't, that it would be wrong. Again, he didn't think about this or
rationalise it as he would have when awake. No, he simply knew this as true.
He walked onwards,
only gradually becoming aware of someone walking beside him.
Palpatine didn't mind.
The person felt threatening in a general manner, very dark, but somehow inviting
to Palpatine himself.
He felt a sudden,
fierce, compelling urge to see this person's face, all of a sudden.
His breath was low and
shallow as he turned, but reality flickered, and the jungle disappeared.
They were standing in
a lushly appointed chamber in which a fireplace roared. They were both holding
wine glasses, filled with ruby red liquid. Palpatine smiled and took a drink,
watching the hand of the other, the only part he could currently see. It was
strong and masculine, but slender. It's fingers were the clever fingers of an
artist.
Palpatine looked up
and smiled at the face before him. It was dark, very dark, hooded loosely in
black silk, but it's skin was pale. The darkness was mental, not physical. The
man smiled from beneath his hood. His lips were full and bloody. His eyes were
glinting silver, pure and mettalic. They were full of dark secrets, the secrets
of eternity.
Palpatine's breath
caught in his throat.
"I know
you," he whispered, enthralled. The man before him was incredibly
compelling. The sheer power radiating from him was intoxicating.
"And I know you,
boy," the man smiled, almost mockingly, as though he knew that Palpatine
would protest anyone else calling him 'boy' but that he knew that Palpatine,
captivated as he was, would allow this man to call him anything he wished.
Palpatine stepped
forward. His eyes were fixed upon the other, and his breathing was again coming
quick. He lifted a hand to the man's lips and nearly gasp at the pleasure that
rushed through him with the barest contact of fingers to mouth. The pleasure was
unnatural, shocking and strange, but in the dream the Sith apprentice was not
surprised.
"Who are
you?" he gasped. Something in him was telling him that he must control his
reactions, that to loose oneself in this man was to loose oneself for all of
time, but he didn't care. At that moment, he wanted to give in. He wanted to be
lost.
"One who watches
you closely. My name is Bogan," the man said with harsh glee. His eyes
flashed and he pulled the young man forward, catching him in his velvet embrace.
Palpatine gasped again as he felt the darkness envelope him completely.
Bogan. The ancient
name of the essence of the Dark Side of the Force.
Palpatine smiled as he
was lost in eternity. He wanted to stay there forever, lost in perfect pleasure.
And then he woke up.
Sith Lady
Palpatine bowed before
his Master. Deep enough to show respect, but not so deep to show humility.
"Here,
apprentice. Take it. It's time to move on in your education." Lord Gorgeon
was holding a long circular object in his hand. Palpatine took it ant turned it
around in his hands. "It's a light sabre, isn't it, Master" he said.
"Yes. It once belonged to my Master. You are doing an excellent job on your
developing your social skills, but we must not forget the physical training.
Even if you yourself won't need the fighting skills, you will have to be able to
train your own apprentice when the time comes."
Palpatine bowed again.
He felt that he really didn't need the physical training, that his mastery laid
elsewhere, but if this was what his Master wanted, then so be it. Palpatine had
long ago found out that politeness and mental manipulation got better results
than physical bullying. The trick was to make people believe that his
suggestions were actually theirs, and after you found the right button to push,
their hearts and minds were sure to follow. But Palpatine was ready to try the
training, physical exhaustion might help him to clear his mind and focus.
He ignited the sabre
and it flared to life with a low humming sound. The blade was of a deep red
colour and it glowed with subtle menace. His Master smiled, then drew his own
sabre and ignited it. "Time for your first lesson."
saphsaq
”Yes," the Sith
Lord answered his apprentice thoughts ”your primary weapon is your mind. And
as I promised you, you’ll mastering over mind the physical side of the world.
But this needs a clear mind. You’re right to expect this clearing from
physical training."
Then his master took
posture and pushed back the sleeve from his sword hand. His forearm bore a pale
leopard pattern. As he bend the wrist to point the sabres tip at Palpatine a
violet shine run over the skin. He started to move toward Palpatine.
Because Palpatine has
no experience with sabres - may them be of steel or light - he treed to copy his
master exactly. Only to found himself give ground. Although he was also armed
deadly! It seemed to him that his master didn’t need the sabre, his whole
person pushed the opponent away.
”Good guess. The
first thing is to made the weapon part of your body. Its belonging to you, is
only a extension of you." The Master deactivated his sabre and gestured
invitingly. ”To find comfort with your new limb just act with. Become used to
its weight. Feel what happened if you move it. What happened if you move with
it."
Palpatine felt a
certain timidity and started with a few little steps. After a while his
movements became more space taking. At least he began to enjoy the humming sound
and the red flashes of the weapon. He walked freely and swung the blade with
self-assurance.
Lord Gorgeon nodded
agreeing and directed him to stop in the first position - sabre in front.
Turning round Palatine he corrected with sure hand the posture of his
apprentice. Unbend the elbows, lowered the shoulders, relaxed hip and knees,
centred the body. ”The next point is to be aware of the space around
you." With his again ignited light sabre the master show some simple
movements. The strait down hit, how to turn and a rotation while one hand is
cutting.
Again and again
Palatine be forced to do single parts of this movements. Again and again he
looked at his masters example to get a hint how to put sabre, arms and all. He
felt he could see what to do but not sense why. ”Ah, another good guess.
Understanding is with the mind. But its useless, what you’ve to do is
perceiving. To get rid of your mind let’s repeat the movements again."
Time runs slow and
Palpatine get bored. Also his arms and legs began to radiate flashes of pain. At
this point Lord Gorgeon decided to change the issue. ”To do all movements with
grace and no pain in any part of your body you’ve to learn about the third
point - do all movements with the whole body." Grinning the Lord added
”More, put your whole personality in every step or hit you take. - Well,
that’s a advice for the future not for the present lecture."
This part of the
lesson was more interesting. Palpatine must do now the full movements. He was
taught how to harmonise his breath with the hits, how to strike scissor-like -
both hitting and cutting at the same time, how to find a rhythm in feet and arm
movements - this especially made vanishing the pain in his limbs, how to stab
like flashing into the opposite. But the more Palpatine was mastering his body
and light sabre the more he realised how far he was from mastering the whole
issue. After hours of monotone drill he was ready to perceiving how clumsy he
stepped instead of putting the feet lightly or how he clasped the sabre instead
of holding free and easy.
Palpatine tried
harder. Sweat run down his face, breast and on his back between the shoulders.
He got out of breath. The pain came back. But he hasn’t reach it! Not yet!
This was only the prelude. Lets start again this move ...
”Stop that!"
His masters voice took Papatine back into reality. ”Don’t underestimate your
talent. You’r just a beginner in this art but a fast learner. Let me
demonstrate it." With a knowing smile he ignited his light sabre ”This is
the last part of your lesson for today."
With weak knees and a
dry mouth Palpatine did as his master ordered. First Position - sabre in front.
Sure he’ll be to exhausted and physically not able to hold the stand - but ...
This encounter was different from the one at the very beginning of the lesson.
The sabres met noisily at a point nearly one handbreadth beyond their tip. Two
perfectly shaped spheres connected and streams of energy manage to flow to and
fro! This amazing discovery let Palpatine ignore his exhaustion to long.
Overpowered by his master he stumbled. At his back he felt a wall. Slowly he
sank down.
”The next lesson
will be about the right way to draw the sabre. Any question, my
apprentice?"
Lady Selinthia
"No questions
this time, my master," Palpatine said, somewhat ironically. Usually, he did
ask questions, a great deal of them. But he really didn't care much about the
correct way to draw a light sabre. True, it could be useful and it would
certainly be unpleasant should he learn it incorrectly, should he ever find
himself in need of actually using the light sabre against an enemy, but still,
the subject wasn't his favourite.
"I see,"
Lord Gorgeon said. His eyes smiled knowingly as he eyed his slender, devious
apprentice. The Master Sith was built largely, a born warrior in his soul,
though he was forced to take on a more subdued mannerism a great deal of the
time. He knew that his apprentice worked more with his mind, with the force of
his will, than he did with his body. But knowing the body, being aware of it's
potential power, could someday be the difference between life and death, and
Gorgeon was determined to show it to Palpatine.
"Very well,"
the man followed up on his words. "Sit down."
He gestured to the
floor of the large gym-room they were practising in. They were in the Master's
home.
Palpatine sat down
gratefully, feeling the true satisfaction that one can only feel after a through
rousing of adrenaline and use of muscles. Pleasant exhaustion weighed him down.
Gorgeon gestured to a
droid by the side of the room, and the mechanical thing brought over several
tall glasses of something that looked and tasted like cool, refreshing water,
but which restored the body's energy much quicker.
Palpatine smiled into
the glass. It tasted good, the way only water can when one is uncomfortably hot.
Lord
Gorgeon lowered himself down beside his student, drinking from his own glass.
"What do you hope
to learn from your life, my apprentice?" he asked suddenly. "Not just
from your training. Do you have a code? Do you have a way of life, or do you
simply go from moment to moment? What is it that you think?"
Palpatine looked over
at him, a wrinkle of thought between his eyes, surprised expressed on his
features at the question.
Sith Lady
Palpatine tried to
think. He was still so pleasantly relaxed that his mind didn't want to work
properly. "I want to be something great. I want people to remember
me." He managed.
Lord Gorgeon slapped
him sharply across the cheek. "That was not an answer, student! You already
know you're better than the rest, otherwise I wouldn't have chosen you." He
stood up and gestured Palpatine to follow. "You have to do better than
that."
Palpatine rubbed his
burning cheek. "I had this dream, Master."
"Tell me."
"I...I saw a man.
He called himself Bogan. He..he is hard to describe" Lord Gorgeon came
suddenly close to Palpatine and took his chin in his hand and looked deep in his
eyes. "I knew there was something more in you..."He muttered
"What did he tell you?"
"He said that he
knew me." It was hard to describe that dream, just a memory of it brought
back the wonderful feeling it had left Palpatine.
"You don't know
who Bogan is, do you?" Lord Gorgeon was still staring intently at
Palpatine. "No,Master."
"He is the Dark
Side. He seems to favour you. I wasn't wrong at choosing you... Walk with
me." Gorgeon opened a door and stepped outside to a balcony. Palpatine
followed and they stood shivering in the cold night breeze.
"You know the
Jedi myth of the Chosen One who will bring balance to the Force? No, you are not
that one, you are too deep in the Dark Side, but there has been a severe
imbalance in the Force during the last centuries. You will, in your part restore
that balance, and possibly even tip the scale for our favour. The Light is
growing weak. The Jedi is lulled in their belief that the Sith has been
completely wiped out."
Palaptine stared at
his Master. He seldom was surprised, but this speech left him speechless.
"Thank you, Master." His voice was hoarse and he stammered a little.
"But we are only two and the Jedi are so many. How can we ever match
them?"
"Well, what
happened to your arrogance, apprentice?" Gorgeon grinned. "There was
more of us, but none of them was willing to bend anyone else's will. It led to
bloodbath and chaos. The Jedi actually didn't have to do much, we practically
wiped out each other. Chaos can never rule. Never." Gorgeon sipped his
drink and continued. "Two of us is enough, student. You see, the Dark Side
is stronger than the Light Side. It's more concentrated, more intense. The Light
is about serenity, order, obedience. By Jedi standards the Dark Side, our side,
is all chaos, intolerance and suffering. They perceive the world as black and
white. They couldn't be more wrong..."
Palpatine frowned.
"Then what is our side, Master? I've heard nothing but talk about baser
desires"
"You're right, in
a way. Consider them. A need to feed, sure, and the need to procreate. And above
all a need to survive. It's called LIFE, apprentice, and that's what the Jedi
are afraid of. Not us, not any nameless 'evil', but life itself. Don't
underestimate the Jedi. Their fear gives them more strength that they are
willing to admit. Learn from them. Be patient. And then destroy them from
inside."
Gorgeon patted his
student's shoulder. "Enough of this. You still have a lot to learn."
With that he went back inside. Palpatine stared thoughtfully in the space for a
long time. Then he raised his head to look at the moon. A slow smile settled on
his face.
saphsaq
Laughter and the sound
of tapping little feeds hit the silent man at the balcony. Palpatine turned and
entered the gym. Three little children run around his master. His children. They
hasn’t the leopard pattern and the violet shine of his masters skin, but their
eyes were the same. Yellow with a star-like pupil.
As the children
spotted Palpatine they giggled and try to hide behind the father. ”Say: Hello,
Palpatine" bend Gorgeon friendly over his children. ”Hello,
Palpatine!" Another giggling and hiding-seeking. Softly interrupted the
father the playing. ”Well done. But now its time to go to bed. Hurry up!"
Palpatine decided this
was also a good advice for him. ”May I leave you and go home master?"
”Sure, we’ve
finish for today. Just keep the lessons and my question about the meaning of
your life in mind. We will stress it again." Dismissed the Sith Master his
apprentice.
”Yes, Master."
On the way back home
thoughts sailed slowly like heavy rain-clouds through Palpatines mind. He
crossed the canal. 'Im not the chosen one. Why not? Is there only one possible
end? Is there a fixed way running through time? Who is making the rules ...'. He
passed patches of light - leaking out of open bar doors - and dark - falling
down from huge buildings. 'Life? The meaning of it? Well, at the moment my life
is shared between the so to say real world university and the so to say Sith
university. ... Lord Gorgeon is a interpreter and spokesman, has a wife and
three children. He is a Sith. The head of the Sith. ... And I? A lot of learning
and discovering lay in front of me ...' A drunken man stumbled out of a bar and
Palpatine has to make way. 'I have to hide which side I’m on. This is weak.
... The Jedi couldn’t detecting me. My fellow students - should I say friends
- guileless share classes and spare time with me. Ah, there will be this party.
Should I really go?' In front of the house his flat was
located the young man stopped undecided. He felt uneasy with this criss-crossing
thoughts. Unhappy because no mind clearing was the result of the physical
training. At least his body convinced him to have a shower, or better a bath.
Maybe this would refreshes him and allow another turn through the sleeping city
or he would have another dream of Bogan ... Neither the first nor the last
happened. Palpatine plopped at his bed 'I’m not the chosen one.'
e slept like a stone
at the bottom of a well. And wake up with still the same maze in his head. The
same feeling he has had while the sabre training: to see the mistakes he made
but not to know how to avoid them. For practical purposes he decided to postpone
the whole thing.
saphsaq
The
day at the university goes by like every day. Until the afternoon classes. A
seldom seen teacher - ecause he was of
another branch - went into the room. ”Good afternoon. The today’s schedule
has a little bit changed. I’m here in substitution for your regular teacher.
And I have a problem ... What shall I teach?" He waved his hands in refusal
”Spare time, eh? No, no, we have to do serious work. Well, I make a
suggestion. A few days ago this Jedi Knight spoke about his life, his order and
so on. I found it very impressive. It made me think of my life. My plans and how
they are realised. You’re young, standing at the begin of life. Why we don’t
talk about your plans for your future?"
‘Brilliant! Everyone
try to talk with me about the meaning of life.’ Palpatine thought.
The discussion run at
first like thickly liquid. To gave a helping hand the teacher made another
suggestion ”Which profession you’ll like to have, for example?"
Palpatine watched and
listened while his classmates on after another took the opportunity to promoting
their image. ‘Ah, you like to become a designer, a couturiere. Oh dear,
you’r only a fashion victim. Probably you will marry early, have some children
and sit at home and read fashion magazines ‘til you old and ugly. You will
never contribute a single sketch to those magazines.’ Palpatine smiled. ‘And
you?’ A tiny and gaunt boy stud up and spoke in a harsh manner. ‘A leader.
To become a governor is not beyond you. Interesting. You could also see yourself
as a high-ranking officer.’ Palpatine had a closer look to the speaker. ‘The
next. I haven’t expect that he would have anything to say ... No, I am right,
nothing new. You pretends to be a artist, because you’re an artists son. But,
really, the maze in your head is much better then the one in mine. Your
absolutely right to tell you have nothing to say about your future.’ Palpatine
sat back. He was now sure of his ability to have at deep insight into a strange
mind. And he felt this time more comfortable with the surplus of information. At
the very begin it was overwhelming and with difficulty perceptible at the same
time. Like to be in a huge waiting-room with a odd acoustic. All voices mixed
into a enormous but silent noise - hard to distinct one single voice and
understand what it is telling.
”He,
Palpatine, you will become a politician!" joked a classmate.
Palpatine frowned.
”Why? Yes, maybe. I don’t know, maybe."
”You’re only sit
and look around. Listen to the speech. I bet you see yourself in the senate one
day. Also only sit and look around."
”Well, it needs some
more then only sit and look around to be a senator. And it isn’t wrong to say
nothing. We aren’t in a competition. If someone is not sure about his
interests it could be better to listen to the thoughts of others. Reflecting on
it will ease the decision." Relaxed the teacher the situation. Then he
showed a startled look. ”We run out of time! Its a pity - however, I hope all
enjoyed this irregular lesson like I did. As far as I know tomorrow will be no
change in the schedule."
The room emptied fast.
Palpatine - amongst the last who left - was taken aside by the teacher. The old
man gazes with curiosity at the student before him. Then he became serious
”Maybe your classmate wasn’t wrong at all. Yesterday this translator has
spoken to me. He - ah, I have lost his name, he is also a spokesman ... Anyway,
he was telling me about the possibility of a assistance, a practical at a
political mission for a student. You’re interested? I see. Please follow me.
I’ve made some notes about the matter, I will handing out you. They are in my
bureau."
Palpatine smiled
lightly as they strode down the floor. This was a nice lecture. His master has
demonstrate him how to use people for own purposes. Obviously its true: it
doesn’t need a great number of Sith. This discovery reconciled him to he had
failed with the code for his life.
Lady Selinthia
Palpatine considered
the matter of the information his teacher had given him a great deal that night
as he read it and reread it at his desk. The light were down low and he could
almost imagine himself in some ancient time where the issues of his life didn't
exist.
He was normally a
decisive person, but he found himself faced with a choice now. He had long ago
decided that he wanted to effect the world, but now that he'd been given an
option, a goal to work towards, he found himself frustrated and oddly apathetic,
willing to take a detour to avoid confrontation with decision.
Politics. It was an interesting course in life, to be sure. It offered power, the chance to make choices that would effect others. The chance to make changes to his environment. The power was by no means absolute, especially in a democratic system such as the Republic, but it was something, after all, and there was always the chance to improve upon his influence.
He was a Sith, an
apprentice who would someday be a master, but really, what better place for a
Sith than in politics. A chance to influence the whole galaxy with Bogan's
teachings.
He frowned. There was
by no means any solid chance that he would ever make it that far, for even a
fraction of the galaxy to know his name, but even now, he felt that dawning
surety that this was his path, that he had to do this.
He decided to contact
the translator the next day. He needed more information that the little his
teacher had been able to provide. Still, it seemed intriguing, offering the
opportunity of some off-world travel [which he'd never experienced before] and
some practical experience to begin a life in politics.
The more he thought
about it, the more excited he became. He had only just come to the decision of
what he would do with his life, at least in the overall sense, but already he
wished to leap and bound into the future, where he would see that decision
realised.
Of course, he knew
that he must take his time and gain experience, that there was nothing sure in
life, that just because he wanted something didn't mean that he was going to
attain any position, that. . . .
It didn't matter. His
mind was set.
Sith Lady
Palpatine was bored
out of his skull. He was sitting in the Theed City Council hall fingering his
stack of papers. He had been more or less in politics for a few years now, and
even though he had experienced some success (six months ago he had been elected
to the City Council as its youngest member ever) his new career seemed to be
standing still.
This Council meeting
was unusually open to the public, and Lord Gorgeon had also arrived to inspect
his student’s work. During the previous weeks the good citizens of Naboo had
been shocked by the news that some of the most high ranking politicians had been
seen taking bribes from the emissaries of the Trade Federation. People took it
very seriously, they were extremely keen on keeping their little planet
independent from any big coalitions, and giving the first nation status to
anyone by the means of a crime set them on fire. Of course they
vented their rage where they could, even if it was only a City Council.
Palpatine started developing a pounding headache. The protesters were making
their point by mostly shouting over the Council members, obviously trying to get
their victory by sheer volume alone. The chairperson tried to create some order
into the chaos in vain, not her threats nor pleads were getting any results. She
had already had the loudest protesters removed but that only increased the
volume and determination of the remaining crowd. ”Not a good idea to give the
enemy any martyrs” Palpatine remembered his Masters lesson and suppressed a
smirk.
The chairperson had
finally managed something resembling order. She looked as if all she really
wanted from the world right now was a hot, quiet bath. She turned to Palpatine
and since she had already lost her voice simply motioned him to start his
speech.
Palpatine stood up
gathering his papers. He glanced at his Master who was sitting calmly at the
back row, a strange spot of serenity in the middle of a near riot.
”Chairperson, Council members, ladies and gentlemen. The scandal that has
shaken…”At that moment a man from the removed part of the crowd decided to
burst back in to the hall, yelling at the top of his voice what should be done
to the guilty politicians. Palpatine tried to continue his speech, found it very
difficult and settled back to wait. He didn’t understand what exactly had made
the audience so frantic. The issue was grave, but it shouldn’t have touched
the common people this deep, no matter how much they had trusted their
government before. He cast a speculative glance at his Master. Something was
going on in here…
The yelling man
started a fist fight when the guards began removing him again, and soon a part
of the audience was enthusiastically involved. The chairperson looked ready to
be hospitalised, the Council members were almost joining the fight, and
Palpatine had had enough.
*You will all sit down
and BE QUIET!*
The mental command left faint echoes circling the room. Everybody sat down. A silence ensued.
*Very well done,
apprentice* came the amused thought from the back of the hall. *The next time,
however, we probably should practice the art of subtlety*
Palpatine grinned and
bowed. He felt good. Full of energy. Strong. Near invincible. He looked at his
glassy-eyed audience and for a moment was at loss. ”The people will want a new
election. This government is clearly incapable of doing its work” he said at
last. ”Demand a new election. Tell everyone you know to demand a new election.
Now go home.” He watched the people nodding vaguely and starting towards the
door, until there was no one left but him and Gorgeon.
”It was you Master,
wasn’t it? You were controlling the audience.” Gorgeon nodded. ”I wanted
to see you handling that kind of situation. You are in touch with the Force, but
the connection needs to be strengthened. That was a good use of it though you
should learn to take the full advantage of the mind control. A new election,
apprentice?”
”Yes, Master. There
most certainly will be one. And frankly, Master, I’m tired of sitting in this
petty Council.”
Sith Lady
”Hey! You!”
Palpatine turned around slowly. ”Were you talking to me?” he asked politely.
The man behind him was probably the biggest man he had ever seen. He was also
painfully clearly drunk; the smell of both old and new alcohol hit Palpatine in
the face.
”Yeah. You don’t
see anyone else around, do you?” The man grinned swaying on his feet. ”You
look like you had a few extra items on you. You’d better hand them over.”
Palpatine blinked. This was NOT happening to him, not in the middle of the day,
not in the middle of Theed. Granted, the alley was a in the more disreputable
areas of the city, and served only as a handy shortcut, but it was in the city
nevertheless. ”No” he said, amazed at the man’s impudence and stupidity.
It was the would-be mugger’s turn to blink. ”No?” he asked, equally
amazed.
Then he charged.
Palpatine acted on
instinct. He lashed out with all his might, sending the man flying against a
nearby wall. The power rush he felt was so good that he didn’t stop the
pressure, not when the man started begging for mercy, not even when his begs
turned into screams of pain. The Force flowed through Palpatine, it was better
than anything he had felt in his entire life and he felt like he was flying and
the real world seemed to be covered with thick mist. He heard the man scream and
scream and scream until there was nothing else in the world but his screams and
the noise of his body crushing under his Force-hold. Palpatine laughed at that
noise, he laughed when the screaming turned into a wet gurgling sound and
finally died away, he laughed at the sight of the crushed body slipping down the
wall leaving a bright red blood trail on the white surface.
The Force finally left
Palpatine and he stayed still for a few moments, swaying and rubbing his blurred
eyes. He heard a faint groan and turned to look at his handiwork. The body, or
what was left of it stirred something that had possibly been a hand and made
another sound. Palpatine hit the ground with a loud thud.
He woke up curled up
in a foetal ball, lying in a puddle of his own vomit. He did not dare to stand
up, in case the man was still not dead. The sun had set and that calmed him down
considerably. At least now he didn’t have to see the body.
Palpatine reached inside himself, studying his emotions. Something had broken inside him when he had seen what he had done, shattered like an exploding window. But instead of the emptiness or regret he half-expected to feel, it was replaced by something hard and cold and smooth, like black marble. He blinked. No emotions for the thief, nothing but cool and certain knowledge that he had deserved his faith for daring to attack him. He stood up gingerly and walked to the corpse. It still turned his stomach and he had to turn away.
”Palpatine. Are you
all right?” It was his Master, walking down the alley. ”I sensed your
distress… oh, I see.” Gorgeon prodded the corpse with his foot and sighed.
”So how do you feel now?” ”I didn’t know how easy it is to kill someone,
my Lord” Palpatine answered. The biggest shock had been the realisation that
he had actually been capable of doing it, and that he had enjoyed the feeling of
absolute power after a lifetime of being taught that killing was the worst crime
of all. He could still remember the rush of the Force flowing through him.
Gorgeon nodded. ”You
have hardened yourself. That’s good. I have no use of a Sith apprentice
who’ll lose his lunch over a mere thief. He was of no significance, you are.
You always are.” His tone was very practical. ”I’ll take care of the body,
you go home. Your career might suffer if someone saw you here. We’ll talk
about this later. ” Palpatine nodded and turned away without even glancing at
the bloody carcass at his feet.
saphsaq
He wasn’t in a hurry
to come home - he made complicate detours. The first thought was to veil his
presence at the spot of the died. The second thought was about the new level of
sithdom he has entered. Palpatine felt a sudden urge to present himself the
whole city, the whole planet. Couldn’t they recognise the change his life has
become? He roamed the frequented places and boulevards of Theed’s centre and
searched curios the faces in the
crowd for a sign of detection. No, it seems this very moment made only a
difference for him ... Abruptly he comes to stop and frowned. What a stupid
idea! Clearly there is only a change in his character, while his body, his
attitude, his features are still the same. And if not, it would guide right way
to a disaster. A lone Sith apprentice in the middle of Theet! Ridiculous!
In a down to earth
mood he continued his walk. Yes, he has been waiting for this moment a long
time. His first prey - the shadow of a smile curled his lips for a second. It
has been a waiting in fear. The fear for his master. What would happened if he
disappointing him ... The other fear was the fear for the doing. Some well
buried memories begun to emerge. Palpatine started another detour.
It has been years ago.
At his first ride with his master. He as a trainee. The official mission was ...
Palpatine sneered. But the one remarkable, the only one remarkable thing
happened at the off mission trip. Lord Gorgeon had begged the leader of the
mission to let Palpatine attending him for a couple of days. The mission was
nearly over, wasn´t it? And with success. Why not give this young and brave
student the chance to studying some - uh -
seldom visited planets and their political systems? Palpatine has been knowing
immediately that would mean a new lesson for him. And his spirits rose higher
the more his master was cloaking himself in silence about the destination.
They landed at a
little, tidy space craft port. The landscape around it bore a kind of
loveliness: a lush
savannah was spread
over rolling hills, speckled with tall trees. Shallow lakes seemed to reach
‘til the horizon, which was sharply marked by the dark line of a wood. The
inhabitants of the planet were the ordinary mixture of folks which could found
at every place in the galactic republic. Most of them are breeder - As
expectable in such a landscape.
The common scum hang
around the port. Lord Gorgeon pushed his way fast through. "By the way my
apprentice, these are the locals. Don’t touch them and don’t let you touched
by them. They are able to scan your body and mind state." The locals.
Wretched figures. Naked. Dirty. Stinking. With Deficiency diseases. And Drugs.
Despite their humanoid features Palpatine considered them as animals.
One especially old and
smeary one of this locals submissive draw nearer to the Sith Lord. They started
to
negotiate something.
Palpatine was allowed to read the mind of his master, for he can follow the talk
easily. But he wasn’t able to understand at all, partly because of issue,
partly because of the permanent nervous laughter of the local. Between a haha
and a god-grand-master he picked up there would be a ceremony and between
another haha and a grand-master-god he picked up that it would start when the
sun is two fingers under the horizon. Lord Gorgeon dismissed the old man with
his last haha and master-god-grand. Than he turned to his bewildered looking
apprentice "May I introduce: the Sith."
In the next hours
should Palpatine learned a lot about the of the Sith-Order. "Your permanent
questions
convinced me at least
that it is time to show your our roots." He was informed about the
relationship between the Sith-order and the Sith-folk. "No, there is no
strong relationship. We took the place and the name from them. They are just
primitives." He was listening to the history of the planet. "In this
hills you will find many remnants of our order. Lets climb up this one." He
was told about the presence of the planet "To veil all traces of our order
some times ago the land was handed out to settlers from all over the
galaxy."
"But what is with
the Sith-folk?"
"What should be
with them? They will become extinct. Their golden age is over. Primitives will
always become outrun by the modern times."
"But why we join
this ceremony?"
"Why not. Why
not, my apprentice? Its a nice one." His masters sounded amused.
"Well, time to go to the
The only landmark for
the camp were the waste dumps. And some fireplaces. Palpatine looked around with
disgust. "Lets
take a seat over there my young apprentice. Yes, they a nothing but primitive
hunters.
Atechnoloida. Having
limited abilities to morph the body for making handicraft work and to do live
scans by touching a person or animal. But some are more skilled. Much more
skilled." As to emphasise this words a line of brass-coloured figures
appeared. Palpatine took a closer look. This was coming nearer his idea of
primitive hunters: good health state, a firm skin made it hard to detect the age
and dignified movements. Only few women.
The ceremony started
with sporadic cries. More voices join in and sudden a waving sound was created.
This sound lasted for the whole night and Palpatine wasn’t sure if had been
this sound or the fire or the mute squatting brass-coloured figures or his
master next to him - anyhow, he was taken away. Emotions of been right in front
of the source of life awoke.
The ceremony was about
the final step of a initiation. A young man - clearly in trance - was carried
around. All were holding branches an hit him with them. Then he was buried under
the branches. Then it was made a bonfire of the branches. In the early morning
light the brass-coloured people dug another brass-coloured one out of the ashes.
"Time to leave my
apprentice. I hope you have enjoyed the ceremony." Lord Gorgeon rose and
gestured ordering to the old man with the nervous laughter they met yesterday.
"We need a attendant for today. This new one there." With interest
Palpatine sensed the sudden sorrows and fear which overcame the old man.
Apprentice and Master
followed the new initiated young man in a short distance. The little group
climbed some hills and was walking slowly over a plateau with high grass.
Suddenly the Sith Lord pointed at the man walking at the top of the group and
said: "This is yours." It needs a moment until Palpatine understand
what his master was demanding.
To long. The young man
turned in anger. His right hand morphed into a halfmoon-shaped blade while the
left hand became a small circular shield. Without to hesitate he begun to
attacking Gorgeon. The hunter was a nimble and fast fighter but could hardly
hold the stand against a Sith Lord - even without his light sabre. Palpatine
stud spellbound.
"Caution!"
The hissed warning of his master and the rustling in the grass behind him
reached at the same time his ears. Another brass-coloured figure. A woman crying
loud in disgust. Instinctively Palpatine tried catching her and to pin down at
the ground. Waves of pain flooded his brain, his body. He felt not only her
struggle against his hard grip, her body shaken by the alternating of cries and
sobs, her fast beating heart, he was also involved into her grief. Clinched at
the ground in this strange connection both saw the Lord at least managed to
shatter his attacker.
The woman surrendered,
only sobbing from time to time. Palpatine felt how the waves of pain became less
frequent. Then he
released her. She headed to keel aside the corpse. Above the painful pair at the
ground met the eyes of the two Sith. The master made a inviting gesture.
Palpatines gaze lowered to the bend neck and shoulders of the lamenting woman. A
hot, animal kind of sympathy run trough him. He could only shake his head and
say voiceless: "No. I can’t do that."
"Good. We will
find another possibility for you." After a silent examination Lord Gorgeon
continued with his normal stating tune " Maybe I’m wrong and you’re not
mature enough for that. Follow me, my apprentice. We haven’t finished yet the
visit of the historical sites of the Sith order."
The other day was
their day of departure. Palpatine went restless around the main building of the
space port. From a group of miners, waiting for their space craft, one person
detached and blocked Palpatines way. The brass-coloured woman. "I owe you
my life." And with a kindly look she reached out her hand. Palpatine
wasn’t surprised by the fact that the more skilled ones of this primitive folk
tried their fortune far from their home planet, but he was really astonished of
the waves of dignity and intelligence step by step overwhelm him. He examined
the face of the women, but the thick skin like the covering of a machine’s
cloaking all personality of the
features as well as her thoughts. This was interesting! Palpatine was glad to
have the chance to touch one of these brass-coloured people again in a more
relaxed situation. He was keen if he will be able to read the mind of this woman
if he ...
"You will not put
your hands at him." His masters deep voice let Palpatine step aside. The
woman shrugged the shoulders, took her hand back and was scratching her left
breast under the shabby overall of the mining company she wore. "Don’t
panic, I will not take your" with a knowingly grin "treasure away,
grandmaster." A nod to Palpatine "Could be, we’ll met in the future,
my master." Then she go back to the other miners, which all ready have
started to passing round a bottle.
"Just words.
Don’t care for them." murmured the Sith Lord.
Palpatine took a deep
breath. This capter of his apprenticeship was closed. He had done it. His master
couldn’t be disappointed any longer. With settled mind the young man turned
and chose the shortest way home.
After a long bath
Palpatine roamed idly his apartment while rubbing his wet hair with a dark blue
cloth. He stopped in front of a large mirror. Should there really be no trace of
the died ...? With a half smile about his silly idea he lowered his arms and
examined the silent counterpart in the mirror. Nothing. The naked body. Nothing.
The eyes. Nothing. He listened inside of himself. Nothing. Only calmness. Not
the faintest echo of a bloody corpse in a nameless ally. But the glimpse of a
thought, that blue would be very suitable for him. What?! With oddly amazement
he turned the cloth in his hands. Not wrong at all ... it IS a nice colour ...
He hardly cared for bodily beauty or outer appearance for years. And the first
usage of the Force to kill a human had open his eyes for how to dress? This is
the result?! This is too weird! Madly laughter Palpatine turned and went to the
bath to finish his grooming.
chemist
A week had passed
since the young Palpatine had killed the would-be thief. However, no mention of
his death had been seen. Lord Gorgeon must have made good on his promise to
dispose of the body. Palpatine was pleased with this, yet he wondered what he
would do when the time came for him to dispose of his own "leftovers".
Well, he thought, perhaps he'd worry about that when the time came for it.
Meanwhile he'd
suffered no pangs of remorse. When he had contemplated the attack and its
aftermath, he dwelt on the ease with which he'd dealt with the larger, heavier
man, and the emotional consequences, which had been mostly... satisfaction. He
had done this thing, an act of violence with fatal conclusions, and yet... none
of his contemporaries had seen the difference in him. This was good.
And so it was that the
young Palpatine was ruminating upon his mastery of appearing rational and
peaceful, and yet capable of violence, that he was again accosted. This time,
the consequences were far different.
As on the first
occasion, he was walking home alone. Night had fallen, and the birds were quiet,
but Palpatine's mind was not on his surroundings. He was remembering his first
kill, and how good it had felt, and how easy it had seemed. The immense, heady
flush the power had given him then was intoxicating, and he wanted to feel it
again. He relived the event in his mind, walking along the streets, managing to
avoid the light traffic present at this hour. He continued on his walk, slowing
as he neared a small park. Another thief; that's what he needed. Repeating that
experience would be so pleasant...
Without warning a
figure stepped from behind a tree, clad in form-fitting clothes of brown and
grey. The stream which gurgled nearby had obscured the sounds of his entrance,
but nothing could disguise the Darkness of his Force-signature. Another Sith?
Palpatine wrestled in vain with the perception. This man was not dressed like
his master, and did not move as he had seen his master move. And he did not...
feel... as his master did. The burly man stepped forward to block Palpatine's
path.
"Who are
you?!" Palpatine barked, his fear granting his voice greater volume. He
stood his ground, as he had been taught; his right hand found the grip of the
light sabre his master had given him.
The figure in brown
said nothing, but wordlessly drew forth from his own clothing... a stick. A
wooden stick, about three feet long; the man gripped it as one would hold a
'sabre, but instead of holding it up before him, he let its point rest a few
inches above the ground, near his feet.
Palpatine could have
sang for joy, if he had not found the man's appearance so disconcerting. His
light sabre was ignited in an instant, and in a flashing red arc he brought it
down upon the man's head.
Something changed,
then, and faster than the young Palpatine could react. The wooden stick blurred
up and around, striking the grip of Palpatine's weapon directly between his
hands with a resounding thwack. Palpatine's hands stung, but he retained his
grip, astonished. The wooden stick couldn't parry his light sabre blade; the
light sabre would simply cut through it. But his attacker had delivered the
parry to the weapon's grip, instead. Once he had parried, the man in brown had
resumed his stance, the stick's end pointing toward the ground.
Palpatine studied the
stance, trying to understand why it had seemed so deceptively indefensible. But
before he had had much time to think of this, the larger man strode forward and
swung, directing his stick at Palpatine's right midsection. As Palaptine made an
attempt to parry, however, the stick reversed its motion and landed a shocking
blow against the young man's ribs.
Palpatine crumpled
against the force of the blow. His self-confidence had left him, and in its
place, he wondered if his master would find him and avenge his death. The
brown-clad fighter towered over him, and Palpatine looked in vain for his
weapon, which he had lost as he fell. The larger man moved his stick few inches
away from him, then slapped it sharply against Palpatine's shin. Palpatine
sucked in his breath, but maintained his silence. He would give his tormentor as
little satisfaction as possible.
"Given up
already, have you?" Palpatine looked up in alarm at the masked face of his
attacker, recognising the voice of Lord Gorgeon.
"Look at you!
You've been defeated by a stick... and by your own inability to stay focused on
the moment,"
Gorgeon rasped, his
whisper sharp and cutting. "First, you came out here, bloated with your own
prowess. Then, when you encounter resistance -- when things don't go as you
planned -- you fail to employ your best weapon: your mind."
Gorgeon straightened
up and stood now at his full height; he had concealed himself, in part, by
altering his
posture so as to
appear shorter than he was. He stepped around the thunderstruck Palpatine and
poked about in the grass for a moment. A few seconds later, the familiar handle
of Palpatine's weapon lay near the young man's feet.
Sith Lady
Palpatine shifted his
weight painfully. He was magnificently bruised from the sound beating his master
had given him but the pain of the body was nothing compared to his agony on the
inside. How could have he been so stupid? A child would behave like that, not a
Sith apprentice who had not only his political career to think about, but also
the continuation and more importantly the secrecy of his order to worry. The
shock and humiliation of the defeat had been like a bucketful of cold water over
his pride and arrogance. His master had been acting coldly and had hardly spoken
to him, except for the few and select words with which he had made quite clear
what he thought about adolescent idiots running around the city showing off
their powers. The body of the thief might have been disposed of, but not so
permanently that it couldn’t be brought back as a lesson of responsibility.
And if Palpatine thought he was irreplaceable then he was wrong. It wasn’t
that hard to find a new apprentice who would take his training seriously instead
of fooling around. Palpatine had his suspicions about that, the Jedi were quick
on adopting the Force-sensitive babies and ever since Palpatine had learned how
to test someone’s Force abilities he had often amused himself by scanning the
people. There were not many unfound talents out there. But he kept his mouth
closed and let the scolding wash over him.
Limping after his
master with his tail between his legs Palpatine had swore to himself that this
would never
happen again. He would
never let his emotions get control again. Never. And what had been his excuse?
Pleasure. He had
risked his future for a moment of pleasure. Stupid, stupid, stupid. He had been
so furious at himself (and still was, he had to fight the urge to shout out loud
his frustration until he realised he was letting his emotions rule him again and
forced himself to calm down) he had wanted to plunge his light sabre through his
stomach as an example to himself. He had always been secretly proud of his
self-control and focus and he had always put himself above everyone else for not
chasing the simple pleasures of life, and what had happened? He was no better
than those young men he knew who spent their days talking about last week’s
party or victory in the war between sexes or planning the next one. He had
always despised them and now he was like them. Maybe his pleasure was killing
instead of woman’s embrace, but that was beside the point.
Palpatine grimaced and
shifted again. He could have had called in sick instead of attending this long
City Council meeting about organising the annual spring parade, but had thought
it as a suitable punishment for himself. He knew well that this was not the end
of his punishments, his master was sure to think about something. He was pretty
certain that Gorgeon wasn’t going to actually kill him, because why else would
he still be sitting here alive and aching? He pressed his throbbing ribs and
sighed. A lesson well learned and sure to be remembered, he thought. This was
never going to happen to him again. Absolutely never.
chemist
Gorgeon, resting in
his modest home, slowly stripped off his brown leather gloves and laid them
carefully upon a shelf, contemplating his student's response to tonight's
lesson. He had considered withholding it, but his pupil's attention had been
wandering of late. True, there were many young men whose focus and concentration
were hardly Palpatine's equal, but that was beside the point. Palpatine could do
better, and so Gorgeon considered it proper to urge him on.
It wasn't likely that
Palpatine's all-too-human reactions to his current situation were likely to
cause him any sort of loss, personal or political. His position was reasonably
strong; Palpatine was viewed as a moderate, with certain tendencies toward both
reform and compromise. He was unlikely to make many enemies. Nevertheless, his
ruminations concerned his master.
Gorgeon had seen what
the consequences of allowing one's mind to wander could be. If the danger was
sudden, the mental wanderer could be killed (as Gorgeon had been at pains to
remind his student!); if the wanderer did not draw himself or herself back to
the present, to reality, and most of all, to the goal at hand -- that goal stood
in jeopardy. Physical safety was always a consideration for the Sith; Gorgeon
had spent ten minutes in full concentration before determining that his house
was empty save himself. For that matter, a Sith's safety also depended upon the
ability of that Sith, as well as all others', to maintain their secrecy.
All of that took
focus. Gorgeon tugged at the brown and grey cloak, having placed in a corner the
relatively short stick he had used on his pupil. He finally succeeded at
removing the rather cumbersome garment, and allowed it to fall to the floor. He
knew he had done the boy no serious harm, but the knot he'd left on his shin
would be one he'd remember.
Lord Gorgeon stepped
over to a massive carved desk, pulled out its equally massive (and carved)
chair, and sat down to remove his boots. He stopped momentarily, searching
through the Force for his student. As Gorgeon listened, he heard the young man
as Palpatine finally came to grips with his own anger at himself, as Palpatine
repeatedly resolved to never allow such a thing to happen again. Gorgeon nearly
intervened when he heard the student thinking about what sounded like suicide,
but Gorgeon knew Palpatine better than that. Sure enough, his apprentice
recovered himself nicely from self-imposed diatribe. Gorgeon was pleased, and,
smiling, pulled off his black boots. All that was now necessary for his evening
to be complete was a hot bath. Truly, he had found an excellent apprentice - and
he had stolen him out from under the noses of those hypocritical Jedi!
Sith Lady
”Is this safe,
Master?” Palpatine was staring at the wonders of Coruscant stretching from
horizon to horizon from the window of the small spaceship Gorgeon was steering
towards a landing area. ”The most powerful Jedi live here.”
Gorgeon landed the
craft expertly and lowered the ramp. A couple of droids hurried to them to take
care of the formalities involved in interplanetary travelling. ”In time,
apprentice, you will learn how wonderful device the mind can be. If it believes
something to be impossible, it will continue to do so even if the said
impossibility would stand right in front of its nose. Besides, there is
absolutely no better place to practice being inconspicuous than this. Just stay
close to me.” He nodded at the droids, counted his children and started
towards the rented aircraft that was there to take them to their lodgings.
Palpatine, carrying his master’s youngest child who had finally fell asleep
exhausted after a lot of sleeve-tugging and pointing, hurried after him. Gorgeon
had taken his family for a holiday trip to the see the sights of the capital of
the Republic and Palpatine had been taken along as a sort of an extension to the
family.
***
The senate filled
Palpatine with awe. THIS was where the real power was, where the destiny of the
entire galaxy was decided. He drank in the busy and important atmosphere and the
power lingering all around him. He admired how everyone seemed to know their
purpose in the whole affair, how even the smallest cleaning droid seemed to be
faintly smug because it knew it was a part of something important. He listened
the guide carefully, asking a myriad of questions. Gorgeon kept smiling to
himself.
Finally they had to
stop to rest, the children were getting tired and hungry. They sat down on a
windowsill in a long corridor, and Gorgeon’s wife went to look for something
to eat. For the obscure reasons clear to very young children alone Gorgeon’s
youngest had chosen Palpatine to have the best lap in the world and she was now
busily climbing into it. Palpatine picked her up absently, his mind was still
occupied with the senate. He was jerked back to reality when a group of noisy
children ran into the corridor. He looked at the children’s similar clothing
and wondered idly about it until he sensed and saw a couple of Jedi walking
round the corner. Palpatine eyed the Jedi warily, then looked at the little girl
in his lap and the group of Jedi kids.
”They don’t have
much choice, do they?”
”What, those kids?
No, no they don’t. They know not of other life than that of a Jedi’s.”
Gorgeon looked at them too, quietly fortifying his mental barriers and
stretching them to cover Palpatine as well. ”The Jedi have established a good
way of controlling the galaxy. By adopting all the Force-sensitive babies they
ensure that there will not be much room for any opposing opinions.”
”But why won’t the
parents refuse?”
”Ah, here we have an
excellent opportunity to study the power of the words and beliefs.” Gorgeon
smiled at his apprentice’s perplexed expression. ”The Jedi won the war, and
therefore wrote the history. They claim to be the guardians of ‘Good’
against the ‘Evil’, whatever those are. The words Light and Dark are only
descriptions of the presence or absence of the physical light, not definition of
anyone’s moral standards. But the Jedi had their chance of defining those
words in a way that suited them, and now they can pretty much do what they want
in the name of the Good. The parents have to believe that it’s true, because
otherwise what would they be, giving up their children? The Jedi have been
saying that for so long than that is what everyone believes. But with the right
words in the right place you can change the history. Words like ‘crime’ and
‘justice’, for example. History is only what you write it to be. ”
Palpatine leaned
against the wall lost in thought. His choice of a career seemed right to him,
this was where he wanted to be. This was the best place to pursue his ambitions,
and ‘to speak the right words in the right place’. It would take time, he
hadn’t noticed any of the senators being particularly young, but time was
something he had plenty of. Time and ambition.
saphsaq
Palpatines thoughts shifted back ... Well, time could wasted. And to be honest, he had this tendency too ... the last fight with his master ... and at the